An Unknown Intuition

I won,yes... I have to conquer it.I had fought back,I had reached higher than my aim.Yet, I ask myself.Why the feeling of remorse?Why, have i not been able to settle this time,for a compromise?I who have been known to accept.I...the one who will never say no.I feel disappointed,the urge to fight back...for that one thing.Is it healthy, I wonder.To feel competition within me?Its a strange feeling.An intuition I never had me.I know for a fact,that my older, much deeper emotions,will overpower these young and weak ones.Yet, I do not understand how.